starting over

i havent logged on here in a long time. maybe i should start again.


today he came by and kissed me at work. and that was the last i've heard from him.
lately i've felt like a leaf in a pile of Fall season.
slow songs that everyone knows the lyrics to
but cant remember the name of those who sing it
are constantly on the radio
and all i want to eat is food covered in chocolate.

today i got a letter from my sister
along with a cd
and a compliment from my co-worker with tattoos and cigarettes.
he smells delicious.
but i prefer my organic cancer sticks.

if i keep eating this way...
ill never be able to fit in that black dress
and look like i did in the store.

mondays are never too swell